yes again...destruction is not present tense destroying certainly not constant state of being destroyed"Who shall be punished with everlasting destruction from the presence of Yah Veh, and from the glory of his power;"
once destroyed it remains destroyed like sodom...still destroyed forever destroyed...not forever being destroyedEverlasting destruction can know no end, because if it did, everlasting life would have an end.
we had a beginning...as did His Son...begotten...In the everlasting realm (eternity) there is no beginning and no end. You really need to realise that the destruction you face will fulfil its threat perfectly.
Your desire is not found in scripture...