I count on the Ruach to convict me and my husband to say something if he felt I was off. But just like God's love, my husband's love includes an understanding heart. He knows how far I've come because he has had to hold my hand throughout our marriage when the nightmares came and he's had to have patience when I couldn't bear for him to touch me and he's had to endure the moments when despite his being able to touch me, I withdrew where he could not reach me. So, my husband told me that it was okay for me to pal around with the girls so to speak. He considered it freedom for me from the pain. I don't expect you to understand that because you have not exhibited God's love to anyone here except CW who behaves exactly like you and quite possibly is you. The point is, you're not affecting me like you think you are. You are only a bad witness of the good Yeshua has done in your life. You're not embarrassing me. You're embarrassing Him.
And then there is the
simple truth. You embarrass
you.
You embarrass God, and
You embarrass your husband
with YOUR behavior.
You and you alone are
responsible
and
ACCOUNTABLE
for
YOUR
behavior.