Dear All,
It all started with me working at a large supermarket called Great Scott. I was just recently promoted to night shift, which paid better and was a snap. We would sleep on the register conveyor belts, for a couple hours. Then we would look for something to eat. Then do our jobs. I had to stock the baby food aisle and the cereal aisle. It took some doing. Back in those days, we had to put a price tag on every item in the aisles. And stock the shelves taking the older cereals in front of the newer cereals, etc. to rotate the groceries.
Anyway, I was stocking the syrups and suddenly felt something behind me, like someone standing over me. I pondered for a minute about it because I didn't have the time to think about it. I had to concentrate on stocking the food, because we wasted a lot of time sleeping and eating, previously. So I thought of it, and just pondered a half minute and then got back to work
Once done, I left after work to drive my new girlfriend to school. I went to pick her up and chatted with her stepmom while Salli was getting ready to go to school. Then, I drove to school. Once at the school, I looked deeply in her eyes and saw so much love in there for me, and suddenly I was told that I was looking at the Spirit of God within her, and I didn't say anything at the time to her.
Once we left the vestibule in the school, we went in and saw about 5 our friends standing in a circle by the water fountains, and we went to speak with them. All of a sudden, I heard my one friend say 'how he was doing,' and I thought what he was saying before he said it. I did the same thing to everyone else and I heard their thoughts before they spoke them audibly with their mouths. I was 'reading minds.' But it was the Lord telling me that in Heaven, that is how they spoke. By speaking the words in my head at the same time as each friend was saying it. I'm having a hard time explaining it, but the Lord said that is how they spoke in Heaven because, as spirits with no mouth or body, you can't speak with no mouth.
Now, we were very nervous when I was leaving our friends, and Salli and I didn't speak all the way to her first class. We just didn't need to speak. I left after dropping her off at her class. Then I went home and went to lie down in bed to go to sleep during the daytime, because I was working night shift. About 5 minutes of laying down, all of a sudden, I felt the strong presence of someone in the room with me. I started trembling and saw my heart beating and my chest rising by my heart. I realized that I was having a heart attack and I thought to call a doctor, but then figured he could not get there in time. Then, I thought of calling my Mother who was in the Family Room down the hall, but figured she couldn't help me. Then I thought of praying to God and ask for help.
I prayed 'please God, help me to live through this and survive to tell my friends and family about what I was going through.' All of a sudden, a loud, commanding, and powerful voice spoke to me in the room, and He said, "Calm yourself, and think of those you love." I instantly knew it is was the Lord's voice, and I quickly tried to do what He said, knowing I probably would not live through the heart attack otherwise. I thought of my mother and my best friend, Rick Brewer, and all I could only imagine them with angry faces and eyes that appeared like fire, and I did not understand that, because it had never happened before.
I started crying and was trembling strongly, and I heard His voice say, "Get your wallet and look upon the faces of those you love." So I hurried out of my bed and grabbed my wallet and opened it. When I looked at their pictures, I saw angry faces with eyes like fire, and realized that the pictures never looked like those before and then I realized it was the devil causing the pictures to be distorted. I then fell onto the bed and was crying uncontrollably, and my heart was beating and I was shaking exceedingly. Once again, I heard the Lord's voice saying, "Call in your Mother."
All of a sudden, I tried to call for my Mother and started hearing the devil say, 'don't call your Mother and get her involved in all of this, and also that my Mother didn't love me.' Well, I knew those were lies and then realized that the devil was fighting for my soul. I went to call in my Mom and could not get any audible words to her. I was so terrified and was not able to get a loud voice to my Mom. I remembered what God said, and kept calling my Mom over and over, until my voice was finally audible and each time got loud enough for her to hear me. She came running into my room and said, "Michael, Michael, what's wrong, what's wrong." Well, I did not know what to tell her because I barely understood what had happened to me, and didn't think she'd understand if I told her everything, so I said, "I thought you didn't love me," even though I knew she did love me. She rocked my head in her lap until I finally fell asleep.
After I awakened, I was ecstatic and on cloud nine, that the Lord had visited me and spoke to me. I was so full of joy and did not even remember the devil or any of it, because my mind was full of love and happiness that it had all happened. Little did I realize that it was only the beginning of a long road and journey. I had three angels speak to me, the first angel was ten days after the Lord visited me, and then the second was a week after the first, and the 3rd angel was another week later. I'll have to go into that at another time. I've got to get going for now, because I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow.
God Bless You All. Don't Think Too Much!! Ponder Slowly And With Love Inside,
Michael
