You are talking about the Urantia Book Jesus. You do not accept the Biblical Jesus. If you follow a 'different' Jesus, was I lying? :doh:
The Jesus reported in the Bible books and the Urantia Book Jesus are the same. There is only 1 Jesus. The Urantia Book Jesus was written about by celestials who were on the earth before, during and after the times of Christ. The conflicting and edited gospel accounts of the Bible were well intentioned and written largely after Paul's remixed Christian message had begun to sway peoples recollection and understanding of Jesus.
Jesus taught his original gospel long before the cross. His gospel was what the Jews would be teaching from Jerusalem today if they had not rejected it. So, the light went to others and has suffered from the preconceived religious baggage of religions outside of Israel.
I do remember a coward ran off to the mods because he or she couldn't stand the truth. The Jews banned Jesus and hen his followers, I take it for what it truly is.