It must have been a shock when you found out that your ideals of "white superiority" was a fiction.
Not at all. For to paraphrase one of your signature lines: in that very moment, I found myself easily able both to read and to confront myself with what my own thoughts had clearly written of me - that, clearly: I held some sort of a white supremacist attitude of some sort towards some within our culture.
The institutionalized attitude mentioned earlier in this thread.
At the same time, I do not view any human being as superior to me - we each have our strengths and weaknesses.
And I found both in myself that day.
Sort of like those different sides in that serenity prayer the AAs are ever going on about, but different.
For I found I had the serenity to accept the obvious change I needed to make, and that I had the ease of courage to get to work doing so, and the wisdom to know when I had done just that.
Personally, I found that finding about myself fascinating.
This is how things go when one is ever fascinated about the things that differ in all phases of life - not just in Scripture.
I found myself, not feeling guilty, or what have you, but instead fascinated about this side of me I had not been previously so aware of.
I found it a moment of insight...and of time for reflection...and for working on my renewing of my mind to that of a more good and acceptable and thus perfect or whole frame of reference towards others in general.
I'm sharing all this here, but it was a very personal "man in the mirror" moment; a significantly impacting one.