Receiving or rejecting is a work of the flesh that cannot please God.
Salvation is not of works, but according to God's Purpose and Grace given to all His Elect before the world began 2 Tim. 1:9; Eph. 3:11!
The fact remains. There are multiple scriptures teaching that salvation is a free gift from God that can be received or rejected.
The fact remains. There are no scriptures anywhere in the Bible that teach that God imposes salvation on anyone.
You are a heretic that is totally and complete out of the faith. The Bible plainly teaches that salvation is by grace (God's goodness) by faith.
If I were you I would not be able to sleep at night knowing that you are in conflict with God's word.