God has set the criteria for salvation and will not change His mind.
If you disqualify yourself from salvation, you will not be saved, despite having the Holy Spirit of promise for a short time in your life before the Spirit was taken away from you.
He will keep His promises, even the ones you are hoping He will not keep.
Mark 16:16
16 He that believeth and is baptized shall be saved; but he that believeth not shall be damned. |
God will also make sure that this passage will be fulfilled among those who lose the Holy Spirit by turning away from righteousness.
Ezekiel 18:26
26 When a righteous man turneth away from his righteousness, and committeth iniquity, and dieth in them; for his iniquity that he hath done shall he die. |