I am so sorry that you have a darkened understanding of Truth, but it is not a lie: The Urantia Book IS demonic doctrine. That much is clear to ANY born again Christian.I've been 'indoctrinated' by The Spirit of The Lord, using His Word and the understanding His love brings.I do know that you don't have one. That isn't judgment, it's simple observation.I am not obsessed with stomping on His Blood, the most precious substance in the universe, even though you are. I also am not obsessed with killing Him, which your doctrine does. Your false gospel has you accursed, whether you ever realize it or not. The fact that you reject what He taught, that drinking His Blood and eating His Flesh is a requirement of Christianity is what prevents you from entering His Kingdom. It also gives you over to the enemy.
And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death.
Without Jesus' Blood you are powerless and completely controlled by the enemy of your soul.You'll repent, although I do hope it isn't eternally too late when you do. Every soul in hell wishes they could live for just one more day so that they could.