Evil.Eye.<(I)>,
You said: I will continue to believe that God keeps His Merciful promises to even those that fail Him. He is no slouch in keeping His word.
You are making up your own beliefs:
Under the O.T./Mosaic/ten commandment/Jewish system, justice is 'an eye for an eye'.
And under the Christian system, justice is according to how and what, one soweth:
Galatians: 6 King James Version (KJV)
7 Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap.
8 For he that soweth to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption; but he that soweth to the Spirit shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting.
You are simply mocking God (i.e. making a mockery of God) by believing and projecting that you can pray to get a variance of the above, 'what you soweth is what you get system.
Clearly some church made-up that idea of praying so they can charge a fee for offering prays and you are totally taken and fooled-up.
Are you self appointed Lord Evil.Eye.<(I)>, making up you own system?
There is only one path to being sinless and being glorified by God. That is to soweth to Spirit. The rules were laid down 2000 odd years ago. No begging/pleading for forgiveness will work. What one soweth, one will certainly reap.
You should be totally consumed with finding out how you can soweth to Spirit, instead of posting or parroting foolishness.
2000 odd years ago, Jesus offered a one time forgiveness to the Jews for all their past sins and the Jews rejected both Jesus and His offer. They choose to remain under the law which is a curse.
Now is the time to cash-in one's spiritual and other treasures in heaven. However the Jews are doomed.
The Jews did not come-up to spirit, Spirit and other treasures in heaven. They stayed in the flesh and made and held all their treasures on earth and none in heaven. How is 2000 odd years of continuously doing that, going to be changed in just these last days?
You do realize that esteeming, using, invoking and promoting the ten commandments is to soweth to flesh and reap corruption:
Romans: 7 KJV N.T.
4 Wherefore, my brethren, ye also are become dead to the law by the body of Christ; that ye should be married to another, even to him who is raised from the dead, that we should bring forth fruit unto God.
5 For when we were in the flesh, the motions of sins, which were by the law, did work in our members to bring forth fruit unto death.
6 But now we are delivered from the law, that being dead wherein we were held; that we should serve in newness of spirit, and not in the oldness of the letter.
7 What shall we say then? Is the law sin? God forbid. Nay, I had not known sin, but by the law: for I had not known lust, except the law had said, Thou shalt not covet.
10 And the commandment, which was ordained to life, I found to be unto death.
Hope that you notice the 'bringing forth fruits onto God' and 'bringing forth fruits onto death' parts. If one wants to inherit God's kingdom of heaven, one must bring forth only fruits onto God and no fruits onto death.
Matthew: 21 KJV N.T.
43 Therefore say I unto you, The kingdom of God shall be taken from you, and given to a nation bringing forth the fruits thereof.
'Fruits thereof' are fruits of the kingdom of God who or which are fruits onto God/children of God (like Isaac) and not fruits onto death/children of the flesh (like Ishmael).
The sad part is that those who esteem, use, invoke and promote the ten commandments (i.e. the law of sin and death) bring forth only fruits onto death/children of the flesh (like Ishmael) and no fruits onto God/children of God (like Isaac).
Clearly the Jews never please God:
1 Thessalonians 2 KJV N.T.
14 For ye, brethren, became followers of the churches of God which in Judaea are in Christ Jesus: for ye also have suffered like things of your own countrymen, even as they have of the Jews:
15 Who both killed the Lord Jesus, and their own prophets, and have persecuted us; and they please not God, and are contrary to all men:
