The following is me rambling on because I was off work today and didn't have anything else better to do with my time. It's not edited and only barely proof-read...
The Silver Lining to Gary K's Existence on TOL.
I have discussed, studied, debated, thought through just about every issue imaginable that touches dispensational theology since I was a teenager. That's something like four decades and something between 75 - 80% of my life and more than half of that time I've been just as deep into Open Theism. When I started, I knew next to nothing at all but even as young as sixth grade I knew that doctrine, like any other truth, had to make sense and, if it didn't make sense, there was something wrong about it.
I grew up in Tulsa, Oklahoma which was the literal buckle of what was called "the bible belt" at the time. There were (and still are) Christian churches of every flavor all over the place and mega-churches grew on trees! We had Oral and Richard Roberts, Carlton Peterson, Kenneth Hagin, Billy Joe Daugherty and no one can fail to remember Robert Tilton! Tilton actually wasn't from Tulsa but I remember thinking that he was from Tulsa for years. When I was a teen, my dad's work was going to move us to the Dallas, TX area and we were looking to buy a house in a suburb called Farmer's Branch. I forget what changed to make it not happen but we never did move down there. I just remember someone telling me at the time that Farmer's Branch is where Robert Tilton's church was and being surprised to find out he wasn't in Tulsa. At any rate, the point is that there were churches all over the place!
The church I attended was across the parking lot from another church that I never stepped foot in and both of those churches were straight across the street from another church that I never stepped foot in either and I lived closer to both Oral Roberts University and Rema Bible College than I did the church I attended and probably drove past at least a dozen churches on the way to and from my church and I remember wondering on a very regular basis what the differences were between what those churches taught and what our church taught. When I was still very young, I remember making the childishly naive comment to my mom, as we passed by Tulsa Bible Church, something along the lines of "We sure are lucky that we found the church that teaches the bible right!"
For as long as I can remember, I have been surrounded by Christians and Christian churches of every stripe. I grew up during the time when Christian television was really taking off and I remember being blown about by every wind of doctrine. I've briefly bought into just about everything under the Sun when it comes to Christian doctrine. At one time I believed the TULIP doctrines were true, I was on the World Wide Church of God's mailing list for a while, I've sent money to Trinity Broadcasting Network and had a silver glittery bumber sticker on my bible to prove it.
At some point, I got out of the doctrinal wind tunnel! I still had it firmly in mind that if a doctrine didn't make sense, there was something wrong and I wasn't wise enough to descern which preacher was right and which wasn't, except I did intuitively distrust the "send me your money for a blessing" preachers like Robert Tilton and Oral Roberts. What I decided to do was to simply adopt doctrines based on the strength of the arguments for that doctrine. For example, I distinctly remember accepting the Baptist doctrine of once saved always saved based on a series of sermons given by Charles Stanley and I was fully persuaded that charasmatic theology was false by a book called "Charismatic Choas" by John McArthor. I took it one doctrine at a time and whichever position on that doctrine had the strongest argument (that I had heard) that's what I went with. And I wasn't lazy about it either. I read and listened and paid close attention to anything most any preacher or author had to say about nearly any doctrinal subject. I came to understand what all sorts of different Christians believed about all kinds of crazy things. I also figured out that there wasn't a dimes worth of difference between a great many difference Christian churches and if all you did was listen to the Sunday sermons, you'd be hard pressed to tell the difference between Baptists, Presbeterians, Lutherans or the Church of Christ.
Eventually, I was exposed to Bob Enyart's, "The Plot", which was just in an unpublished manuscript form at the time. I read it in almost one sitting and it totally opened the flood gates! It was as if God Himself had been taking me down this road for the purpose of reading Bob's book and having my eyes opened. Suddenly, everything important that was different between this church or the one across the street became intuitively obvious. Bob's book wasn't just a better theological argument, it was VASTLY better. It doesn't even do it justice to call it a "better argument". It was so much better that it's as if there was never any argument at all for anything else. Literally every other pastor that had ever taught me anything that happen to be right (like Charles Stanley and John McArthur), did so in spite of themeselves, as if by accident.
Since then, nothing has even come close to touching a single syllable of my doctrine. I've debated doctrine for decades. I've debated very intelligent people and really really stupid people. Probably one of the most intelligent people I ever debated here on TOL was a guy named Hilston and right now, I can't recall ever "debating" anyone dumber than Gary K (actually, there were some people on that Flat Earth thread that probably have Gary beat on that score) and there's been a whole spectrum of people inbetween. Dozens and dozens of various people making various arguments, some good, some idiotic but not once has any of them come anywhere close to refuting a single doctrine that I have held now for over thirty years.
And so, whether you're talking about the great thinkers I've been exposed to like Bob Enyart, Charles Stanley and John McArthur, or those who I consider to be on par with myself like Hilston, DFT Dave, RightDivider, et al., or the pea brained ignoramouses like Gary K. who do little more than pretend to know something about the bible, they all add their part to my life long persuit of the best argument for the purest truth. Some sharpen my steal by using their own and forcing me to think. Others do so by showing up to a sword fight with a tooth pick. The one strengthens my position by forcing me to establish my doctrine, the other strengthens me by showing the mindlessness that exists with those who reject my doctrine.
Either way, I am edified, strengthened and assured. Such is the power of sound reason applied to God's word.
Resting in Him,
Clete