I'm not sure that is accurate. It is not so much that I wanted to believe so much as it was ceasing to fight against it. I did not want to believe. I did not want to know God. I had nothing but scorn for all those week minded Christians and I didn't want to know anything about the vile they spouted. And yet...So once you wanted to believe it, you did. I see.
Faith does not persist because I need it, faith persists because it has been, and continues to be, tested and it has proved reliable.Granite said:Your faith persists because you need it.