For me, its all dark in your posts, and I'm not drawn but repelled, despite any one of you crying 'Light! Light over here!". I've tried the scripture route with you, you aren't open and think you are somehow at the top of your theology game. I cannot help that I see you, in a dark dim corner of the theological world. I don't see anything worthy of any attention in that dark corner and people cannot be drawn to such. I have never told you to prepare for a bare spanking or anything remotely like the sort. I do not make crass distasteful or sexual jokes. I definitely do not find such worth my spiritual time, other than to repeat things to you that I and others find offensive and repeat that our expectation for light of a person indwelled or supposedly indwelled by Christ is much much higher than you seem to imagine.
The rest, really is up to you and you've done nothing with such to date. You've not learned from your enforced sabbaticals. You've not listened in such a way as to be pleasant or solidly bring a message from scripture, etc. etc. Your delivery is crass and unappreciable and...
.....blah blah blah...this is all you are seeing from me....blah blah blah....and this post of mine doesn't make a hill of beans so we can probably go on ignoring each other until I see you make a comment that drips irony or something again. I'll point it out and quickly move along because I don't think I make an ounce of headway with you but may remind or enlighten others that the same path with you has been trodden many many times on TOL.
I really don't expect anything else.