My conversion was traumatic and overwhelming.
Ok...but HalleluYah...you wanted it to occur...you accepted...you chose...you believed...
And wanted the change...
It is like losing weight you can believe, have faith, desire and want to...but then faith must have works...
Repent is exactly turn...change...
ANd by their fruits/works you will know them...know they changed and are dead to their old selves and now IN HIM...they are sometimes traumatically and overwhelmingly altered from their prior state...