Because you put so much stock in your obedience.
When we do that, the enemy comes a calling. He sees our weak spot. He sees we are trusting in ourselves.....even a wee bit and he pounces. He will be whispering in our ear how we should have done better....quicker....perhaps with a smile on our face in spite of our suffering and trials.
Sometimes even making us doubt the Lord can love us when we fall short in any way. He's a LIAR and accuses us...... unless we're FULLY PERSUADED that
God is able to keep us unto the day of redemption. Once you're convinced of that, you don't even have to think about sin or loss. You can truly set your affections on things above. Because the more you think about what you shouldn't do, the more it becomes an apple dangling from a tree.
Think on these things....that will be my prayer for you this week.
Philippians 4:8 [
Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.