What's pathetic is your temple priestess mentality with no Spirit-renewed mind or regeneration. I've put on Christ, according to the Gospel of Paul (entrusted to him by God). I'm crucified and resurrected with Him. Living and moving and having my being in Him. Translated into the kingdom of God's dear Son.
You don't have knowledge of the truth. Love abounds in knowledge, and that's what you despise (both love and knowledge, and thus faith).
I doubt you can reach up to be pathetic. It's grieving to see such willful ignorance of faith, hope, love, grace, mercy, and all else pertaining to life and godliness.
You guys are SO jacked up. The lies have been fathered in your heart and mind by him who is a lie and the father of it.
You're the opposite of what you presume you are.