If you attend a Messianic congregation, hold many Christian beliefs (which most if not all jews don't hold), then why do you keep denying that you are a Messianic Jew?
Shalom.
Today is Rishon, 10-13. It is yom, day.
Messianic Jews are often Jews who believe that Jesus or Yeshua is the Messiah, usually people who were born Jews. I was not born a Jew. But I am a Jew. I do not agree with or hold to all Messianic doctrine. Messianic Judaism is Judaism. However, Messianics are often seen to be Christian. So, there is some confusion there. I do not mix meat and dairy in the same meal which is Orthodox. I grew up Christian, but people were called Christians not necessarily Christianity or calling themselves Christians. I do not know if they were calling themselves Christians or someone else called them Christians. I do not believe the Trinity and I observe Torah so I am a Jew though a Christian can observe the Torah and be a part of Israel.
Shalom.
Jacob