No worries on that queue, i'm not God - and also not thinking you're at a place yet where you want the truth at all costs either.
Lets check:
If you had undeniable proof that the God of the bible was the real and only God and that everything in the bible was accurate the way we "fundies" present it all, would you drop everything and follow Him?
Or would you say something like " a God like that is not worthy of my worship"
Hmm, let's concede for a moment that you have undeniable proof, I'm not sure that I want to spend eternity in the heaven described in the bible, Tertullian had the only real appealing attribute to consign to it, however - would I like to burn forever? I don't think it's something to be brave about, bravery is only possible with an objective in mind, perhaps I'd be stupid enough to try it. (I suppose you'll grant me that)
It'd be a shame if God didn't give you the chance to test the "rooms" as go all the good afterlife jokes.
If it's one or the other, I'd most likely choose heaven, although I'd prefer... darkness and peace, I'd want to return to the place antepartum to me.
So yes, I haven't even ruled out the possibility of deism... it could be possible, likely is a stretch, but possible. Theism still has some way to go after that, but my anxiety ceases depending upon evidence.
Evidence is the key.