I think you are saying that for you, the Bible, in and of itself, carries a strong message of salvation.
My experience diverges crucially from yours, though I must exit the cave to make my point. During the decades I was an active Christian, like so many, I studied the Bible. I saw great wisdom and teachings therein. But I, like many others, found parts of the Bible that caused me to flinch in discomfort. I, again like others, simply pushed those to a recess in my mind, believing that the deficiency was in my understanding, and hoped that someday I would have the wisdom to explain those “warts” I saw in the Biblical text.
But when I encountered other Christians holding beliefs that I felt were untenable, I found they too accommodated their (to my mind) aberrant beliefs the same way I accommodated the Biblical passages I was uncomfortable with – “someday I will understand.” I realized that had I been a devout Catholic, or Methodist, or Baptist, my belief in the correctness of my chosen denomination would be immune from disproof as long as I refused to face the problems I was avoiding.
Long story short – I ended up laying all the issues on the table, and after pretty much divesting myself of preconditions, I examined the issues and made the best judgement I could from a far more impartial stance than I had ever dared to before. As a result, I walked away from Christianity, and religion in general. Since that pivotal time, my involvement in science has repeatedly shown me that there is a undeniable conflict between almost any level of literalism in the early parts of the Bible and reality. I stepped ten feet away from Christianity, and it is an immeasurable distance back.
Put me in a cave with a small library of books on physics – now that would be heaven.
that's cool. i did that too with preconditions and notions. like you i found what i thought were uncomfortable scriptures and other christians having wrong beliefs, doctrines, ideas of life and the world and just plain thinking untenable things. i became impartial and started studying scripture again by myself and i see the truth. i understand little comparatively, however, perhaps not.
i'm glad you didn't rip on the cave parallel, you got what i meant - thanks davisbj - atrol: