I'm not trying to talk about his death. I'm just wondering how you are doing lately. I'm not talking ill of the deceased. Where were you prior to his passing? You all ignored him and weren't there for him. I was and I know what were on his thoughts during the time before he left. I'm not saying that he didn't remain atheist except that he believed in angels. I could try to find an email from him, if I haven't erased them all, and let you find out the hard way. None of you had ANYTHING to do with him in his time near the end, when he was in need, now did you?? I was his REAL Friend!! He was a person to me, not an email buddy!! You speak of things you do not know about, Hed. C'mon, can't we ever chat about things we agree about? You don't know what dying does to a man! There's no where to turn for a friend at that time. Only to God or an angel. He was not all healthy like you. That's why you believe your way and he believed his way.
What do you know about it? Nothing I suggest.
Michael
Dear Hedshaker,
I'm sorry that I got so upset last time. Following is one of Alwight's emails to me and my response or so. See what you think:
Hi Michael,
I now have a fully reclining riser char which is very comfortable and have
managed to finally catch up on some sleep. Currently I have to wait and see
where I may need radio therapy in the future when I have another scan soon, in a
way I don't want to know, of course I'd like to be told that nothing has
changed.
If you can arranged for perhaps one of your angels to make me well again, I'll
be happy to say what happened.
Alan
----Original message----
From : mcadry1@cox.net
Date : Mon, 4 Jul 2016 2:51:58 -0700
To : alanscrivens@btinternet.com
Subject : True Blue!!
Dear alwight,
I hope you are not upset with me over my last post to you. I will stick by you,
no matter what happens. You are a dear friend, and I don't plan on giving you
up for anything. Hope you don't mind. I am not a fair-weather friend. I'll
stick with you to the end. That could be quite a while from now, so try to be
joyful while you can.
I've missed you, but Silent Hunter has been keeping me pretty busy every night
lately. I was up until 5:30 a.m. with him yesterday. I sure was ready for bed
after that. Alan, you might as well be happy while you're still alive. You may
live for a lot longer than they say. Look how you were wrong about the chemo.
My prayers are with you. Only good can come of that!! So you still have your
stoma bag on. Why don't you tell them to operate on you and fix things up
again? You don't have to carry that damn bag any longer!! I don't believe they
are treating you this way. The chemo is done! Time to put you back together
again. They don't know how long you have.
Well Amigo, let me know how you are doing and how you feel soon.
Much Love And Cheerio, Mate!!
Michael
Dear Hedshaker,
This is just one of many. I had to search quite a bit before I found one of his more recent emails. Make of it what you will.
Warmest Regards & Cheerio!!
Michael
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