Hello, everybody
I became a Christian 2 years ago and have since indulged myself in theology searching for answers,
You will find some answers in some posts, but not ALL the answers. You will find all your answers in the Bible. The problem is how do I do that? [Isaiah 28:10].
I consider myself conservative, I'm a theological mess being both Catholic and Protestant in my views, I'm a bit fickle but I'm working out it,
That's a problem, being both Catholic/Protestant. That is impossible, because one will nullify the other.
How about forgetting about being a Catholic or a Protestant or anything else for that matter, and become only a Christ follower instead?
Having accepted the price Jesus paid for you on the Cross of Calvary, then you are neither a Catholic nor a Protestant, or anything else --- you are a Christian.
Being a Christian, you must know that you are washed on the blood of the Lamb and because of that no height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate you from the love of God, but that loves is in Christ Jesus our Lord, because He has paid too much for you. (Romans 8:39). And DO NOT LET some people tell you that this is not true. Hang on to this for dear life. It is true! No matter the circumstances.
Keep renovating your acceptance of His Plan every day like Luke 9:23-24 says.
To get to God I have to go to Christ.
To get to Christ I have to go to the Cross.
To get to the Cross I have to deny myself (I cannot do anything to deserve this).
This has to be done EVERY DAY. It does not mean that you have to be born again. It means that you have to renew what you did two years ago.
How many works did you have to do for Him to adopt you into His family? NONE.
How may works do you have to do now to keep in the family of God? NONE.
He did it all on the Cross. You are His. No matter what.
NOW, this does not mean that we do not have to pray, go to church, read the bible, do good deeds, etc., but none of these things can keep you into what you are already in --- into the family of God.
Keep asking questions, retain what is good [agrees with the Bible], and throw the rest in the garbage.