Arsenios
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I am also beginning to consider conversion. I know very few Catholics, have never attended a mass, and am happy and satisfied in the non-denominational Evangelical church I attend. For me this journey began with a vacation in Italy last year, including a few days in Rome and visits to the Vatican and St Peter's tomb. I have always loved history, so I started reading some of the writings of the "Church Fathers" who were disciples of the apostles (Clement of Rome, Ignatius). I was surprised to find that the descriptions of the very early church sounded a whole lot like Catholicism. I think I imagined it to be more of a "Jesus movement". There are two doctrines that stand out to me from what I've been reading that seem much more in line with the Catholic faith than with Protestant theology, and these are baptism and communion. The early church really took these sacraments seriously. They believed that the bread and wine were the body and blood of The Lord, and baptism was essential to partake of communion. Then, I started re-reading the New Testament, especially the book of Acts, "in light" of what I was learning about the early church. I realized that I have read the Bible my entire Christian life through the lens of Protestant theology. This caused me to gloss over certain passages of Scripture which didn't seem to conform to what I believed, or else to interpret them "in light" of other passages. I don't know how many different Protestant denominations there are, not counting the Independent churches such as mine, but I think the differences between them are which Scriptures they emphasize and use to "enlighten" other Scriptures. We read current commentaries and inspirational books which influence how we interpret the Bible, but how many Protestants have read Ignatius? I didn't even know who he was until I went to Rome and heard how he was one of the martyrs who was thrown to the beasts. Perhaps his writings aren't read because he is revered as a Saint by the Catholic Church, so Protestants would prefer to read Charles Stanley or John mcArthur? But Ignatius was a disciple of the apostle John! He was appointed a bishop by Peter! Perhaps, he learned something from those men that will help us in our interpretation of the writings of the apostles? I still struggle with many of the teachings of the Catholic Church but have started reading some Catholic apologetics. I don't know where this will end, but if I had to guess right now I'd say I will likely eventually become Catholic. I'm praying daily for wisdom and discernment.
May God bless you in your quest, my Brother...
If you desire first and second century Christianity, you might consider the Ancient Faith of the Orthodox Church... We still live by the first 7 Ecumenical Councils... Our Patriarch is not the Vicar of God... And God is Himself the Head of His Body, the one, holy, catholic and Apostolic Church... "Lo, I am with you always, even unto the end of the Age..."
Rome was in our Holy Communion until a thousand years ago,
when She tried to take over the Body of Christ with Her Patriarch, the Pope...
She still desires to possess our Holy Communion...
And She now recognizes our Sacraments...
If you thirst for God, our wells are deep...
Arsenios