I paid $500 for a Lifetime Membership here and I expect it to be Lifetime. No one told me about all of the rules, or that I would be banned from this site, or be banned from the Chat Box here, etc. I still can't navigate this site well and don't even know where, right now, to find the rules! I am sick with being banned and I have only been banned here a little. I don't think it is fair that I have been banned from the Chat Box so very long. I'm only a humble man and human being, and I make mistakes sometimes, in all areas of my life, but I learn from them and correct myself as often as utterly possible.
I, as some here, have posted at different sites and never knew that sharing different theology websites was unlawful. Ay! I thought that I had the right to post on any website that I wished to. I also came here from BeliefNet, where someone recommended this Theology Forum to me. Things here a just a bit too ban-happy for my taste, but I will still post here unless my Lifetime Membership is rescinded. Just give me back my $500! I always try to give a good amount to the TOL-a-thons, and paid money to be a bronze member, and then paid again to be a Lifetime Member. I've been very generous on purpose -- because I CARE!
Some of the Forums I go to aren't so negative of my views and I can share my experiences freely, without the fear of getting banned if I say something a mod might 'think' is, to them, inappropriate. I got banned from the Chat Box because I commented about how a mod was overdoing it. I had a great relationship with Knight and I think that I still do, but I am not thrilled with Sherman's banning all of the time. Sherman and I used to share emails and we were good friends. But when you say something Sherman doesn't like, you get banned. I still cannot get on the Shout Box, and I don't care any more. I still love her as a person, of course, but I do not agree with some of her bans. Some people wield their power differently from others.
I have Freedom at certain other theology sites than I have here. It is sometimes too 'stuffy' here and some people don't remember what it was like to be a 'sinner' before they became 'sin-free.' Jesus was SENT to Sinners and tolerated them well. That was Him and even others in the Bible asked Him why He was that way? He taught them to be less judgemental and a lot more LOVING & Forgiving! Some here have evidently forgotten that. That is why I do not always post solely here. Too often, I feel very unwelcome here and I don't like it AT ALL! My posts are not treated that way everywhere else. I share my experiences with tons more people than just those here. I don't like going to places where I am not told that I am wrong, but instead, I am 'judged.' God will be the Judge of me. Jesus, too.
Nobody has to share my posts, much less agree with them. I just post them for the sake of those who might want to check me out. I seem to be not as perfect as some others here. Jesus forgave people's sins, and He would be the first to forgive another prophet or witness who had made couple mistakes. Moses and Jonah made mistakes during their prophethood. Jesus loves and forgives them instead. Why can't man or woman. We have the ability to forgive another's sins. I know Jesus and what He is like. You should follow, at least, His First Two Most Important Commandments, which are to Love God, and also to Forgive and Love Your Brethren. But some do not want to TRULY FORGIVE me or LOVE me. So what would you do?
Yes, I am upset with it. But Jesus did say others would treat you badly, just as they did Him, and that we should be thankful, and glad for it because they did it to Him, and even killed Him in a very horrid way. I go where I am welcome. To those houses who won't accept the things that I have been given by God and Jesus, I wipe the dust off my feet at their doorsteps. What is expected of me? Out of a hundred prophecies, I get a couple wrong, so I am unworthy of forgiveness and love? Of course I love you all here! Some make that difficult, but I can handle that easily. I know how Satan tries to screw up their hearts and minds of people. I am one of his worst enemies. He has a lot of wrath now because he doesn't want to get sent back to Hell. Well, I've said enough for now.
May God Raise You Up, Those Who Are Found Worthy,
Michael