You can go your own way...go your own way!
You can go your own way...go your own way!
Nova-You said:
If I were convinced again that Christianity were true (and that would literally take a miracle), I probably wouldn't even follow it then, I find its depiction of god, the whole metaphysical system and the idea that billions of basically decent people should suffer eternal torment to be ridiculously unjust.
Thanks for the information, and as I said earlier, I would never try and convince you to accept Christianity if you
choose not to. You have every right in the world to live apart from God for all eternity. Your post was much more honest than most who hate God. You state flat out that even if you were convinced (by some miracle) than you would not accept Him. And that is what it all boils down to in the end.
God is a gentleman, He doesn’t force anyone to live with Him forever.
I don’t believe hell is a place filled with actual fire and little demons with jabbing pitchforks. But, rather it is a place away from God and His mercy of forgiveness. Without that, when you choose to be your own god, you decide to do it all yourself. To pay your own way. And that means knowing the consequences of all your sins and what effect they have had on the people you know and the rest of the world. There is no need for God to create demons and fire to torture you. You will do that on your own, forever and ever.
Imagine if you actually knew what harm you have caused throughout your life. How each of your sins has affected others. Like a ripple on a still lake.
I have hurt people in my life and at times have felt the effect of that hurt. I know how it can eat away at the heart. I have lain awake nights wondering why I did what I did, and oh how I wish I could take that back. The shame and guilt can be unbearable. But, as humans we have time and busyness to held distance us from our guilt. To help our minds and hearts cloud over our evil actions with forgetfulness. But I don’t believe those in hell will have those protections. In hell there is no forgiveness from guilt because you, Nova, have decided to shoulder that burden on your own. You want to live without God? You will get what you want. And your own soul, filled with all the knowledge of your sins and their consequences will be your reward. The time you stole, from the little girl down the street. The time you humiliated the fat kid at school by giggling with your friends. The pain you caused your parents by being promiscuous, dishonoring them, and worse, turning from God. But more than the remembrance that you did these things, is the further knowledge of the effect your actions had on the people you wronged (including yourself). Imagine if your own child goes to hell because of your teachings? How horrible. To know for eternity that you helped your own child, or brother or sister, or parent or friend or even your worst enemy, live forever without God and His mercy.
Jesus said some are beaten with few stripes, and others with many. Hitler will have the knowledge of how many lives he ruined and the harm he did forever to the world. You will have less, but the depth of the stripes will run just as deep.
I say this not to terrify you into believing, but to show you the two options. You can choose to live with God, who has taken your just punishment on Himself, if you will allow Him to, or you can live apart from God and pay your own way. The pain won’t come from God, but from your own soul.
This is a burden that it is heavy, but you, Nova, can shoulder it. You are after all, a god.
So, you see, God isn’t this horrible tyrant you thought He was. He is, instead, just and righteous, allowing those who
want to be with Him, to live forever in fellowship with Him and others of like kind. And allowing the rest of you to live forever and ever away from us.