thank you all. i am not a police officer, i am not a writer or a comedian, i am not a Bible scholar. Jesus Christ is NOT God. Dispensationalism is wrong. John nelson Darby is a fool. i am the biggest fool i have known or heard of. my crimes and sins or incalculable, and there is no way out. i have lied and deceived and hurt others: families, children and friends, and worst of all my OWN family. people and situations and jobs have been seemingly placed before me with failure foreknown. i blame only myself for being easily led, persuaded and tempted. i do what people around me do. it was all a lie and i could not tell the difference because i can't pay attention. I am Catholic: baptized August 16 1974 - like a fool i was baptized again, by my own clouded thinking. drugs, alcohol, greed and SELFISHNESS destroyed me and has likely shortened lives of those i love, through stress, worry and WORK.
i have treated people here on tol unjustly - judging others and telling folks they're wrong, and i had no right. i have no knowledge or experience to do that. i do not hate Jews or Muslims, Black or White or any race or denomination. i love everyone i meet and believe what they say. i no longer believe what i see in newspapers, news on tv, or anything on the internet. i am hated or @ minimum disliked by everyone i have known and met that matters to me. i know God loves me and my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, i know my family and even friends love me, however it is tempered with my past. anyone that believes in God and lives righteously, striving at all times to do good and raise children to be strong in faith, righteousness and GOOD pleases God, no matter the religion, faith or denomination: even atheists and unbelievers of any kind -
i read every post to this thread and i thank you all for encouragement and support
as i truly do not know when or how long i can post here or anywhere. i don't post anywhere else of any significance -
i know i am saved by the Blood of Christ and i have no doubt. i have repented and continue to repent daily. that never means life is guaranteed or comfortable. in spite of satan and despite my life so far - I AM SAVED - ALL PRAISE and GLORY to GOD, AMEN
Hey Patrick -
it is evident you are going through a mid-acts dispensational gospel "crisis" of withdrawal....
my friend do not be ashamed of realizing the incomplete truth of this theology.
I believe you are brave to stick out your head here and proclaim your change of heart since it is a prevalent doctrine on this site, and I pray for you as you continue to learn.
However, I am having difficulty understanding how you are saying you are "catholic" when you go on to state things like this which could be construed as a rejection of the doctrine of the trinity:
no i don't lie about what i believe. i got confused and led to mid acts - which simply confirms that Jesus Christ is NOT God, but sent from God the Father - i believe and know that regardless of my sin and the life i have lived I AM SAVED because of Christ and that is enough - i am not saved by my actions or works or thoughts - i stated my opinion of my sins.
The gospel confirms that Jesus Christ is "God" as that term is used in the English Bible:
YHWH Elohim with the Father - Gen 3:22 YHWH Elohim said the man
has become as one of us[mim·men·nū]
Elohim - Heb 1:8 & Ps 45:7 "Thy throne O Elohim..."
YHWH - Isa 26:4 & 19
From before foundation of the world - Proverbs 8; John 17:5
our brother - Hebrews 2:11-12, 17-18; Psalm 22:18-25
"The Father is greater than I."
Son is the revelation of the Father to us - John 1:18, 5:19 & 16:25;
"Who hath seen me, hath seen the Father."
"Whatsoever the Father doeth the Son doeth likewise." "I am the way." Jn 14:6
Inheritor - now on right hand, but will sit in Father's stead & be called Father, Isaiah 9:6, "inheritor of my mountains" Isaiah 65:9; Heb 1:4
However, as you indicate at the same time He is NOT the Father:
but is the Son of El Elyon, the Most High El, servant - Isaiah 42:1, 6, 8; Luke 1:32
He is not El Elyon, the Most High El anywhere in scripture.
I see the problem understanding Him as being a refusal to see the changing nature of his status as/with God due to the insistence of theologians that God is "immutable." God is unchanging in His attributes of righteousness, etc, or He wouldn't be God. However, most everything about Jesus screams that his status changes. He inherited His name according to Hebrews. He inherits the government and the holy mountains of the Father according to Isaiah, etc. When one recognizes this truth, the scripture becomes quite clear
i have blasphemed the Holy Spirit in ways that few ever have, and feel compelled to confess and admit my failures without details. i believe the entire Bible, not dispensation(s) - Paul was not the first to preach DBR - Jesus IS, and it was known but not fully understood perhaps - Paul is not more significant than Christ's chosen 12, which came from God and the Son is NOT the Father
I hope you do not feel you have blasphemed the Holy Spirit because of mid-acts dispensationalism. As far as I have known you, you have never denied Christ - even in the depths of your sin, even if you used the name of God in vain, you did not deny Christ nor blaspheme the Holy Spirit.
There is hope given to everyone in the name of Jesus Christ who told us that many would deny Him and be forgiven.
God rejoiced in the prodigal son who sunk into the pit of sin and filth, but who realized his folly, and returned to his Father.
I have been there too my friend. I believe Paul went there too, and yet Christ called him, and forgave him.
Just because Darby was wrong, doesn't mean that God doesn't teach as time passes. Whether one wants to call these dispensations or something else, doesn't really matter.
Isaiah 28:13 But the word of the Lord was unto them precept upon precept, precept upon precept; line upon line, line upon line; here a little, and there a little; that they might go, and fall backward, and be broken, and snared, and taken.
Revelation 10:7 But in the days of the voice of the seventh angel, when he shall begin to sound, the mystery of God should be finished, as he hath declared to his servants the prophets.
Be well, and don't be discouraged. Allow your understanding of Christ continue to grow in His word, and realize that we are all in the same boat of struggling to understand God...
Proverbs 25:2 It is the glory of God to conceal a thing: but the honour of kings is to search out a matter.