I believe Christianity, in following Christ, ought to be pacifist, should be pacifist, and when it is practiced in truth is pacifist. Are you saying you are observing something other than Christianity being pacifist, contrary to your better judgment? Or, are you saying you truly believe Christianity is something other than pacifist, or is something that is not pacifist?Uhhh im pretty sure christianity isn't being pacifist.
Jesus didn't kill in self-defense, and He would not have had his disciples the apostles kill in His defense. Neither did they, as followers of Him.