I haven't watched the last one that has aired yet.(I've seen all episodes up to this point.)
And I'm not sure how many more episodes there will be in this season.
It's pretty depressing for the main character.
There was a couple of times her Commander (the husband of the family) summonsed her to his study, alone.
She was torn and frightened as she knew it was against the rules, but she feared what would happen if she refused.
She goes.
They talk.
He lets her look at and read a magazine (also forbidden - handmaids are not allowed to read or write).
They play scrabble, and he tells her to do her level best and not just let him win.
She is a smart girl and he enjoys being able to swap intellect with her.
They even have a laugh or two.
When she questions him about the forbiddenes of it, he excuses it by saying a happy handmaid is a better handmaid and it will be their secret.
This makes her situation almost bearable, as she starts to think that her Commander is not so cold-blooded, and even starts to think he may have affection toward her.
He reverses a punishment his wife imposed on her that she stay in her room and cannot go outside because she was pissed about something petty.
She starts to think her life might not be so dreary after all.
You kinds let out a little sigh of relief for her.
But it soon becomes apparent that he is just using her for his own amusement (like nothing more than a pet to play fetch with).
And once again she is made to feel like less than nothing.
Every little glimmer of hope that she ever finds is soon squashed.
It like the story of Siyphus that was forced to roll a large rock up to the top of the hill, only to have it roll back down each time just before he reached the top.