Well, aren't we all, but if I had any advice it would be not to worry about saying the Son is a created being. If God is light can His true light be created? We do not read that Elohim said "Let light be created" or made, but rather more-so as follows:
These are the first two words Elohim said in the beginning:
יהיאור (left to right)
If you can separate them properly, (for they were not separated before the Masorete text came along), and understand them correctly, then you will indeed know the true name of he who is "the light of the world", (John 8:12, and the ellipsis runs through the passage). Is the very first word spoken by Elohim, "Let there be"?, or is it possible that it could be "Yah"? I know the Hebrew grammarians around here will want to slay me for suggesting such a thing but let your heart and mind ponder on what the very first Word from the mouth of Elohim might or should have been, (and remember, that when you yourself speak, what you speak comes forth from
within you).