There is much we agree on, but I'm trying to understand better how you view the efficacy of the cross, how it applies to every man to deal with his sin. One could see ideas the Lord Jesus taught as making atonement limited in some sense, just not in the sense of a cosmic lottery or unjust favoritism; atonement has to be available to all men.
I think we agree that before we are raised to life we are dead in sin. If that is true, why was I dead in sin if sin was dealt with at the cross almost 2000 years ago, especially if Jesus died for my personal sins in any sense? How do you explain that?
Are you asking why anyone born today has indwelling sin, if Jesus dies for all sin?