Being forgiven seems like an oxymoron once the reconnect with the eternal self is established, all prior infractions being part of the training that preceded the rebirth/awakening. Crucifixion being perverted into a exoteric phenom that presents carnal/perishable symbology as spirit, the Blood and water are symbolic/type for their counter part in the spiritual kingdom the traditionalist wrongly apply to actual historic events, who will violently protect their perversions/pre-school of the spiritual realm.
Too bad your mind is warped. You have my condolences.