Just admit, you're embarrassed with your Dispensationalism sometimes?
Forgive me for interjecting myself in the middle of this conversation, but THIS WAS SO TRUE while I was ignorantly trapped in a dispie church.
I wanted so badly to witness to my lost friends of my recent and miraculous conversion, but I almost choked with embarrassment, when I had to talk about their mystical aspects of the dispie message . . . rapture, restoration of Israel, more blood sacrifices, more human priests, etc. etc.
It shamed me greatly, and to this day, more than three-score years later, I still recall wrong things I said to people (especially the little ones in my SS classes) that I greatly repent from saying and still confess to the Lord.
May God spare the little children ALL the ignorant things I put in their minds as a result of all the wrong things I was being brainwwashed with.
Terrible . . .