Many people through spiritual and/or psychological counseling have left their same sex desires behind them.
As a child you were fooled into believing that you had unnatural sexual desires. Unfortunately for you that lasted your entire life.
God knows what's in your heart. I can only judge you by your words. Based on your words, I don't see someone that has repented his previous sinful behavior.
Homosexuals think that I am (misery loves company don't cha know).
From your earlier posts in Part 2 you admitted that you had an absent/distant/unloving father, and that is likely why you sought (pretend) love from other males.
God didn't create you in the womb with homosexual desires. Search deeply into your childhood and you will find the answer as to why you as a young child developed unnatural sexual desires (based on your previous testimony in Part 2, I still believe it was an absent/distant/unloving father).
Dear aCW,
You'll never understand, no matter what you're told. You've got it in your brain that you know all about it when you say you've never been gay. If you haven't been gay, how would you know much of ANYTHING about it. You've never walked in my shoes and until you've walked a mile in them, I will put you on the top of the bookshelf where I can't reach. That's where I throw biased ridiculous literature. I'm done here on this lousy thread!!
Michael