Your Calvinist God is unjust, unmerciful, unrighteous and is a tyrant. It is not possible to have saving faith in your mean, cruel, Calvinist God.
Go ahead foolish man, continue to walk in pride and deny the Power of God 2 Tim. 3:5.
For He has prevented you from believing in Him John 10:26!
So you shall continue to dishonor the True God and His Attributes, referring to Him as unjust, unmerciful, unrighteous and a tyrant, mean and cruel; and do so just exactly as He has so appointed for you!
The scriptures are clear that Eternal God does whatever He pleases with His Creation:
Makes some vessels of His wrath, and others His Vessels of Mercy Rom. 9:20-23
Dan. 4:35
And all the inhabitants of the earth are reputed as nothing: and
he doeth according to his will in the army of heaven, and among the inhabitants of the earth: and none can stay his hand, or say unto him, What doest thou?
Job 23:13-14
But he is in one mind, and who can turn him? and
what his soul desireth, even that he doeth.
For
he performeth the thing that is appointed for me: and many such things are with him.
Ps. 115:3
But our God is in the heavens:
he hath done whatsoever he hath pleased.
Ps. 135:6-7
Whatsoever the LORD pleased, that did he in heaven, and in earth, in the seas, and all deep places.
He causeth the vapours to ascend from the ends of the earth; he maketh lightnings for the rain; he bringeth the wind out of his treasuries.
Is. 46:10
Declaring the end from the beginning, and from ancient times the things that are not yet done, saying,
My counsel shall stand, and
I will do all my pleasure:
God has Chosen many in Union with Christ before the foundation to be His Sons Eph. 1:4-5; John 17:2; Rev. 21:7.
But God has appointed others, who were condemned already John 3:18,36, to go into the second death:
Rev. 21:8
But the fearful, and
unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and
all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is
the second death.
Prov. 16:4
The LORD hath made all things for himself: yea, even the wicked for the day of evil.
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