A man might be subject to
a game changer
An experience that changes
his outlook.
His view point of life and all
he see's changes.
But it is still a game
his old habits remain
they shall like weeds spring up.
On a rare occasion
a man will, without
seeking to do so,
experience a game ender.
At which point in time
the game ends suddenly
in which reality, trust and truth
shall step up in agreement.
Only in this experience
shall the petty games
of futile existence cease.
For some moments he will know
that everything is different.
He won't know how or why.
He will receive a pertinent,
personal revelation of the how
and will receive the ability
to accept the why.....game ender.
People will notice the change
they will be in awe of him
because nothing in the arena
of their previous experiences
can explain what had happened
to turn him so completely.
Nobody will be more surprised
than the man himself.
He will shed his habits
like Autumn leaves.
Those things he loved
he now hates
and that which he hated
he now loves.
He will develop an ardent
desire for truth.
He will seek others
who have experienced the same
he will not find one
in ten thousand
even one in a hundred thousand.
He becomes aware
he is an alien and a stranger
on earth.
Even those he supposed would,
with open arms, welcome him
hate him with malice
and vicious intent.
He will discover a fountain
of joy and another of tears.
He will enjoy the peace
that surpasses all understanding
and yet be at war within himself.
The battle rages, yet there is peace,
he is a walking contradiction.
He will deny, at times, his own self
sometimes wonder if he is mad.
Is there nobody that understands?
is the nobody on this same path?
He knows what he wants
understands what he needs
and goes to the place it should be.
Time and again he walks home weeping
with the condemnation
of the envious game changers
ringing in his ears.....continuing (Life goes on).
