My experience of salvation was as sudden, as unexpected, as uncalled for and as wonderful as Paul's. I felt very secure when I read of his experience. I also take great comfort from David relating his experiences in the Psalms as it made me aware that he had walked this path before me.
What is so sad is that you say you love God, yet you call others evil and wicked who say that they love God and Christ too, and say all sorts of evil things about them when they say that we are to do his will and obey God.
All those who are born of God, live by the will of God, and if we are living by the will of God, then we will obey him. This is neither evil nor wicked, it's something that those who love God from their hearts do because they want to and because they love him more than their own lives.
And I know, that anyone who speaks against living by the will of God and obeying him and who speaks against living as Jesus Christ taught us to, and against looking to him for our example in our own lives, isn't baring witness to the truth. Because those who are truly born of God and truly follow our Lord Jesus have his life flowing through them and they have laid down their lives for others and becoming living sacrifices they live by the will of God as Jesus did, and this is how we truly worship the father in Spirit and in truth.
What is a sacrifice? It's something that is put to death, and those who are born anew and worship God in Spirit and in truth have been put to death. They are dead to their old Life that they lived before they knew God. The Mary (me) that everyone knew in the flesh is gone. She's dead, so much so that even my own daughter said to me one day "mum you're like a totally different person" this is death to self. God has turned my life upside down and taken me out of the ways of this world and it means nothing to me anymore, and through Christ I have entered into a new and living way. And now I die daily by the power of the holy Spirit through Christ Jesus, who is helping me every day to overcome my flesh. I'm not perfect, I'm still a sinner, but I'm gradually overcoming and as I'm doing so, I'm becoming stronger in God and without God I could do nothing.
And just as a new born baby grows, so it is with those who are born of God, we grow stronger, see more, hear more, and understand more as we grow through progressive revelation, and we enter in to our new life through Christ, and we are born into a life of loving God first and ourselves last, and through faith and by God's grace we are saved from this world and our past sins, and we are saved daily and strengthened daily to overcome, being quickened, raised with Christ by the power of the Holy Spirit within.
Now, regardless of what you think of me, I know that I truly love God and Christ from my heart, and I try daily to I live by his will, you may call this evil, wicked and whatever other bad things that you say about me, and many can agree with you, but I don't care, because I know it's the truth from the bottom of my heart. And our Lord Jesus said, that those who are his, will suffer, being persecuted because of him. So I know, that when people say that I'm evil or wicked for saying that we are to live by the will of God and obey him, then I'm on the right track. Because this is what Jesus taught us to do and he said that we will be persecuted for his sake. And he said that those who live by the will of God, enter into the kingdom of heaven. And those who truly love Christ will live by his commandments and live by the word of God. And if we truly do this, we will love God with all our hearts and minds and our neighbour as ourselves. And in doing so, we truly worship the father in Spirit and in truth and live by his will.
So call me evil and wicked, I'm not worried because I know that i am worshipping the father and following Christ Jesus truly, and I love them from my heart!
Matthew 7
Therefore whosoever heareth these sayings of mine,
and doeth them, I will liken him unto a wise man, which built his house upon a rock: And the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that house; and it fell not: for it was founded upon a rock.