No, this is not a story about gaining faith. It is my story about gaining an incredible awareness about the world around me. It is my story about learning scientific facts, and realizing that Science is an amazing way to observe the world around you. It is my story about learning that I don't have to believe everything I come across. It is my story about finding that there's no actual purpose for existence, that I don't have to worship any God, and I don't have to believe in any demons, devils, souls, or spirits. But, my beliefs aren't based on faith, as yours may be. They're based on logic and reason. You may ask "why don't you believe in God?" I'll only reply "why don't you believe in the Muslim God? Or Zeus, Thor, and Poseidon?"
You would say that those gods have already been proven to be myths. They've "fallen out" of society, and are now recognized as mythological tales, created in the imagination of ignorant bronze-age societies. But that is exactly how I view the Bible. Yes, it may have some "good" morals in it- not all of it is mythical, but it does spend a lot of time in the mythical world. For example, talking serpents, dragons, magical fruit, curses, demons, and walking on water. Those are just a few reasons why I reject the Bible. Not that it's to outrageous to be true, but because it hasn't been shown to be true.
Now, you could say "it's a matter of faith". Alright. It's a matter of faith for you, but it's not a matter of faith for me. For me, everything needs to be evidentually based. There can be no religious faith. Do you think anyone in a courtroom would take it on pure faith that a murderer did, in fact, murder someone, or would they see the mounds and mounds of evidence against him? The answer is in the evidence. The essence. Now, onto my story.
I'm fifteen years old, and I'm an atheist. I have a positive outlook on life. I do not believe there is a God, but I do believe that the Universe is "God" in it's own way. I believe what Einstein did, that God reveals Itself (not Himself nor Herself, we can't really know for sure), through the order of Nature. But, there is also Chaos. We cannot rule that out. No, I do not believe the two are in a cosmic struggle, since order and chaos are measured in degrees, not quantity, and they are not sentient.
I became an atheist about a year ago, when I was struggling with a mix of religious pluralism, scientific, and New-Age beliefs. I believed we evolved from other lifeforms in the ages past, but I also believed we had "spiritual energies". I believed in demons, ghosts, souls, spirits, UFO's, alien abductions, prophecies, etc. At the present moment, I have no idea what "spiritual energies" mean at all. Everything supernatural or paranormal seems highly unlikely. So, how did I get this far?
I was on my computer one night, and watching T.V. A comedian mentioned a "scientific theory" called "Intelligent Design". So you could imagine he also mentioned a flaw in the huamn body- and he did. I was curious, so I searched for it on the Internet the next day. I found videos titled "Does God Exist?" so I watched it. The arguments were really convincing, and very powerful. I had no way to counter them.
But then, the pastor (or whatever part of the religious hierarchy he was) mentioned another theory called "scientific Creationism". I searched for that. I found a man named Kent Hovind, who I now know is spending ten years in prison for tax evasion. However, I also found the site http://www.kent-hovind.com, which provided a complete critical analysis of everything Kent Hovind ever said. And when I mean everything, I mean everything. Every single statement was critiqued by a madman who had too much time on his hands.
I was fascinated. How could someone do this? How could someone put all this information on a single site? What was their motivation? Are they good, or are they bad? I wanted to know more. I stayed on that site for a really long time. It was my favorite site. It wasn't too long, though, before I found more anti-creationism sites like Talkorigins.org. I've been interested in Science ever since.
I'm happy that my thought process went in an entirely different direction, otherwise I would've joined the cult of Scientology! I was seriously lost since that point, when I opened my mind to logic rand reason and closed it on faith and absolute absurdities. I'm extremely glad that happened. Without the comedian on T.V., I probably would've never heard about it. I would probably be a member of Scientology right now, or a member of some cult.
This is why I'm an atheist. I believe we should all think for ourselves, and use logic and reason to guide us, not a magic book. We should live for today, not for the life after which may not exist. If you believe that the world is flat, God created it in six days, Jesus will rise from the dead, that's fine- but I don't believe that. Nothing you can say will change my mind. I've built up an immunity to faith.
And if you say I'll go to Hell, that's not going to make me believe. In fact, it's not going to make any difference at all. "Sticks and stones may break my bones, but your words will never hurt me." Scare tactics is a poor choice for defending one's religion. Surely, believers in forgiveness must realize this.
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BTW, I was on here a while back. I flipped out, got angry at some racist folks, and logged out. But I'm O.K. now. I'm white, but I was just appalled at what they thought was right.
You would say that those gods have already been proven to be myths. They've "fallen out" of society, and are now recognized as mythological tales, created in the imagination of ignorant bronze-age societies. But that is exactly how I view the Bible. Yes, it may have some "good" morals in it- not all of it is mythical, but it does spend a lot of time in the mythical world. For example, talking serpents, dragons, magical fruit, curses, demons, and walking on water. Those are just a few reasons why I reject the Bible. Not that it's to outrageous to be true, but because it hasn't been shown to be true.
Now, you could say "it's a matter of faith". Alright. It's a matter of faith for you, but it's not a matter of faith for me. For me, everything needs to be evidentually based. There can be no religious faith. Do you think anyone in a courtroom would take it on pure faith that a murderer did, in fact, murder someone, or would they see the mounds and mounds of evidence against him? The answer is in the evidence. The essence. Now, onto my story.
I'm fifteen years old, and I'm an atheist. I have a positive outlook on life. I do not believe there is a God, but I do believe that the Universe is "God" in it's own way. I believe what Einstein did, that God reveals Itself (not Himself nor Herself, we can't really know for sure), through the order of Nature. But, there is also Chaos. We cannot rule that out. No, I do not believe the two are in a cosmic struggle, since order and chaos are measured in degrees, not quantity, and they are not sentient.
I became an atheist about a year ago, when I was struggling with a mix of religious pluralism, scientific, and New-Age beliefs. I believed we evolved from other lifeforms in the ages past, but I also believed we had "spiritual energies". I believed in demons, ghosts, souls, spirits, UFO's, alien abductions, prophecies, etc. At the present moment, I have no idea what "spiritual energies" mean at all. Everything supernatural or paranormal seems highly unlikely. So, how did I get this far?
I was on my computer one night, and watching T.V. A comedian mentioned a "scientific theory" called "Intelligent Design". So you could imagine he also mentioned a flaw in the huamn body- and he did. I was curious, so I searched for it on the Internet the next day. I found videos titled "Does God Exist?" so I watched it. The arguments were really convincing, and very powerful. I had no way to counter them.
But then, the pastor (or whatever part of the religious hierarchy he was) mentioned another theory called "scientific Creationism". I searched for that. I found a man named Kent Hovind, who I now know is spending ten years in prison for tax evasion. However, I also found the site http://www.kent-hovind.com, which provided a complete critical analysis of everything Kent Hovind ever said. And when I mean everything, I mean everything. Every single statement was critiqued by a madman who had too much time on his hands.
I was fascinated. How could someone do this? How could someone put all this information on a single site? What was their motivation? Are they good, or are they bad? I wanted to know more. I stayed on that site for a really long time. It was my favorite site. It wasn't too long, though, before I found more anti-creationism sites like Talkorigins.org. I've been interested in Science ever since.
I'm happy that my thought process went in an entirely different direction, otherwise I would've joined the cult of Scientology! I was seriously lost since that point, when I opened my mind to logic rand reason and closed it on faith and absolute absurdities. I'm extremely glad that happened. Without the comedian on T.V., I probably would've never heard about it. I would probably be a member of Scientology right now, or a member of some cult.
This is why I'm an atheist. I believe we should all think for ourselves, and use logic and reason to guide us, not a magic book. We should live for today, not for the life after which may not exist. If you believe that the world is flat, God created it in six days, Jesus will rise from the dead, that's fine- but I don't believe that. Nothing you can say will change my mind. I've built up an immunity to faith.
And if you say I'll go to Hell, that's not going to make me believe. In fact, it's not going to make any difference at all. "Sticks and stones may break my bones, but your words will never hurt me." Scare tactics is a poor choice for defending one's religion. Surely, believers in forgiveness must realize this.
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BTW, I was on here a while back. I flipped out, got angry at some racist folks, and logged out. But I'm O.K. now. I'm white, but I was just appalled at what they thought was right.