That's what I just said -- you believe justification earned by a process of works that can be blown by disobedience.
The justification that used to be earned by works are the old law purification works.
We do not have to do the purification works anymore, but we know have to have faith that Jesus' blood cleans us, from the sins we repent of doing.
You're not living a life worthy of God's calling to grace. You're stubbornly trying to deal with your own sin because you refuse to believe Christ already has.
We are told to live our lives worthy of the calling.
Here are the scriptures:
We are saved when we confess our sins and call on Jesus' name. However, after being saved, we must live up to what has already been given us.
2 Peter 1:10
Therefore, my brothers and sisters, make every effort to confirm your calling and election.
Philippians 3:16 Only let us live up to what we have already attained.
Ephesians 4:1 As a prisoner for the Lord, then, I urge you to live a life worthy of the calling you have received.
Colossians 1:10
so that you may live a life worthy of the Lord and please him in every way: bearing fruit in every good work, growing in the knowledge of God,
Colossians 2:6
So then, just as you received Christ Jesus as Lord, continue to live your lives in him,
1 Thessalonians 2:12
encouraging, comforting and urging you to live lives worthy of God, who calls you into his kingdom and glory.
1 Thessalonians 4:1
As for other matters, brothers and sisters, we instructed you how to live in order to please God, as in fact you are living. Now we ask you and urge you in the Lord Jesus to do this more and more.
King James Bible
2 Thessalonians 1:11 Wherefore also we pray always for you, that our God would count you worthy of this calling, and fulfil all the good pleasure of his goodness, and the work of faith with power:
2 Thessalonians 1:5 It is a clear evidence of God’s righteous judgment that you will be counted worthy of God’s kingdom, for which you also are suffering,
Every time you say you have to repent of each and every sin for it to be forgiven, you spit on the Cross. You lay claim to sin that He died to take upon Himself, and refuse to accept His death to sin as your own.
You're not His family. You're not His friend. You're a deceived, self-righteous enemy, except religion has immunized you against the saving Good News that you refuse as false.
Such a sad girl. Did this happen to you at a young age, or did you come to this deception as an adult?
I do not keep sinning. Where did you ever get such an idea?