That's what people who can't bear or won't take responsibility for their own do. When met with a challenge they can't get around they go on offense, the alternative being unbearable for them.
For a very long time you called people who failed to pull the national Republican lever baby killers. Then you decided you wouldn't for Trump and gave yourself an exemption on the point. Now you say you'd thank the Russians and that you voted Republican. Meaning at some point, now or then, you were or are dishonest. Either because you didn't vote for Trump, but otherwise voted Republican and are then condemned by your former position but won't own that, or you did vote for Trump and your prior defense of exception is upended and you won't own that.
Either way you have an honesty issue in the present.
Until you address that I'm disinterested in your counter measures, though I'll be perfectly happy to clarify on any point once we've settled this one. If you're capable of it.