Calvinists will either affirm or deny free will, depending on what they think you mean. You keep insisting that you aren't a Calvinist but have yet to say one word that they would disagree with. I'm sure you probably consider yourself Arminian but if so, you're the most Calvinistic Arminian I've ever heard of.
It makes little difference though, whether God predestined your choices from the foundation of the world, which you proclaimed in the case of Judas just a couple of posts ago, or He simply foreknows everything in advance, which you proclaimed here, the end result as far as your free choice is concerned is the same, it doesn't exist. Freedom of choice requires that you have the ability to do otherwise and you couldn't have done otherwise in either of these cases.
Resting in Him,
Clete