I have no problem with you, whatsoever.
Do I disagree with your understanding that you are to follow what is clearly Rabbinic, and not even Messianic Judaism?
Yes, I disagree with you on that.
Galatians 2:19 For I through the law am dead to the law, that I might live unto God.
THAT is who the Body member is, in Christ.
GRACE is NOW the Believer's "instruction in righteousness."
Titus 2:11 For the grace of God that bringeth salvation hath appeared to all men, 2:12 Teaching us that, denying ungodliness and worldly lusts, we should live soberly, righteously, and godly, in this present world; 2:13 Looking for that blessed hope, and the glorious appearing of the great God and our Saviour Jesus Christ; 2:14 Who gave himself for us, that he might redeem us from all iniquity, and purify unto himself a peculiar people, zealous of good works. 2:15 These things speak, and exhort, and rebuke with all authority. Let no man despise thee.
Romans 5:6-8.