30 years ago, a person named Gino approached me at a CA meeting. Very small meeting , maybe 15 people. He was a 300 pound Sicilian that wore dark sunglass at night. I had just opened up in that meeting for the first time ever saying, please some one help me! If I go out that door without help, i'm going to die!
After that meeting everyone was outside smoking, and Gino who I had never seen before came up to me, and asked this question. "Do you wana get real?" I replied, what do you mean? He then stepped towards me getting within and inch of my face, and said "Do you want to live you #&@*?" He said it with such force, I think he accually spit on me!
I was a little stunned, didn't see that coming, he immediately got my attention! And seeing he was waiting for an answer, I kind of just said "yes". He then replied, "Lets go out and work the "steps". Being 30 years ago before everyone had heard of them, I said, What are the steps? I had never heard of them.
He then said, lets go get coffee at dennys, and I'll show you. So we went to dennys, along with 2 or 3 others he had bush wacked, and got a table.
He then started to explain what the steps were, where they came from, and how they are worked.
The first thing he told us was that his name was Gino, he had approximately 9 years of sobriety. He went on to say he had a he was one of the first hundred of alcoholics anonymous.
Just so you know I had barely one day of sobriety, and new I wouldn't make it to two.
So after he shared his credentials, which meant nothing to me at the time, he got out a book and showed us that there was 12 steps. He said these twelve steps came from a group of priests called the oxford group. He went on to say, that the oxford group had gotten these steps, "that were originally six steps" from the catacomb walls under Rome. He went on to say that these steps were a format for Exorcism. Being in the state I was in at the time , that didn't mean much either. I was willing to do anything.
I'm going to stop here for now and let that information settle in. I've tried to find a link between the steps and the Christians in the catacombs, but have never been able to find one. Gino was very reliable and stated all the information he will give to me has been passed down for generations through the many sponsers before him. I welcome any comments on this so far. Their is much more I will share with you about the steps later on.
After that meeting everyone was outside smoking, and Gino who I had never seen before came up to me, and asked this question. "Do you wana get real?" I replied, what do you mean? He then stepped towards me getting within and inch of my face, and said "Do you want to live you #&@*?" He said it with such force, I think he accually spit on me!
I was a little stunned, didn't see that coming, he immediately got my attention! And seeing he was waiting for an answer, I kind of just said "yes". He then replied, "Lets go out and work the "steps". Being 30 years ago before everyone had heard of them, I said, What are the steps? I had never heard of them.
He then said, lets go get coffee at dennys, and I'll show you. So we went to dennys, along with 2 or 3 others he had bush wacked, and got a table.
He then started to explain what the steps were, where they came from, and how they are worked.
The first thing he told us was that his name was Gino, he had approximately 9 years of sobriety. He went on to say he had a he was one of the first hundred of alcoholics anonymous.
Just so you know I had barely one day of sobriety, and new I wouldn't make it to two.
So after he shared his credentials, which meant nothing to me at the time, he got out a book and showed us that there was 12 steps. He said these twelve steps came from a group of priests called the oxford group. He went on to say, that the oxford group had gotten these steps, "that were originally six steps" from the catacomb walls under Rome. He went on to say that these steps were a format for Exorcism. Being in the state I was in at the time , that didn't mean much either. I was willing to do anything.
I'm going to stop here for now and let that information settle in. I've tried to find a link between the steps and the Christians in the catacombs, but have never been able to find one. Gino was very reliable and stated all the information he will give to me has been passed down for generations through the many sponsers before him. I welcome any comments on this so far. Their is much more I will share with you about the steps later on.