The more knowledge one gets the more sins they discover about themselves. I thank God for repentance. The best way to avoid seeing your own sins is to not read the bible.
[1Ti 1:15
15 This [is] a faithful saying and worthy of all acceptance, that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners, of whom I am chief.
People don't understand the Christian walk. I know without a doubt that if I repent of a sin, I am forgiven. And if I don't repent I am not forgiven.
[2Co 7:9
9 Now I rejoice, not that you were made sorry, but that your sorrow led to repentance. For you were made sorry in a godly manner, that you might suffer loss from us in nothing.
[2Pe 3:9
9 The Lord is not slack concerning [His] promise, as some count slackness, but is longsuffering toward us, not willing that any should perish but that all should come to repentance.