I have been working on it. I thank God for being so good towards me despite being a lawbreaker. However I love God and I do share my love with others. Even if I do a long fast I find if you don't cut off those bad influences in your life it can re emerge. I did a 16 day fast recently and I thought it was garbage because I didn't focus on God as much as I should have. To follow God you have to put effort into it. Sometimes that's going out of your comfort zone. If someone is going to do good all the time their life is going to be hard.
Psalm 34:12 NASB - 12 Who is the man who desires life And loves length of days that he may see good?
1 Peter 3:10 NASB - 10 For, "THE ONE WHO DESIRES LIFE, TO LOVE AND SEE GOOD DAYS, MUST KEEP HIS TONGUE FROM EVIL AND HIS LIPS FROM SPEAKING DECEIT.
Romans 14:16 NASB - 16 Therefore do not let what is for you a good thing be spoken of as evil;
I encourage you to read 1 Peter.
See also Hebrews 10 and Romans 8:1-4 NASB.